Thursday, October 20, 2011

Finding My Way Back...

I did something crazy. The thing they say you shouldn't do. I quit my day job. It's not as drastic as it sounds because I worked part-time. But that time was really draining and sucking all of my creativity from me. And somehow, I lost myself along the way.

It was a difficult decision because in the last three years I became good friends with my boss and co-worker. But after dealing with the biggest panic attack of my life I realized what I needed to do.

I'm grateful they didn't take it personal, but I've been struggling with guilt. At some point I became emotionally involved with my job and all those thoughts and feelings were coming home with me. I couldn't separate myself and this wasn't good for my writing. None of this was their fault, it's just how I am.

I'm also grateful for the support of my husband. Not just financially! He has always believed in me and continues to walk with me, whatever path I choose, on this journey.

So, I finally put myself and my dreams first.

I'm officially a full-time writer!



Time to get back to chasing the moon.

Have you ever done anything crazy like this in your life?

Creative Wishes,



Photo Credit: Me! I took this on the lake last summer.

14 Comments ~:

Tiana Smith said...

It's like I'm reading about my own life here! It's crazy, but I just quit my job too, and for the same reasons. It's strange that I feel guilt over quitting, and I think it's because I was such good friends with all my coworkers, but I'm really excited to be able to spend all my time with my baby and with my writing. My last day is Nov. 4th, so I'm not quite done yet, but there's a light on the horizon :) Beautiful pic!

Anne Gallagher said...

I've walked away from jobs before that people said I was crazy to leave. But my mental health is important to me.

Kudo's to you for taking a stand in your own world. Congratulations on becoming a full time writer!! It's one of the best jobs in the world.

Elle Strauss said...

I made the same decision last fall. I'll admit it's been a bit nerve wracking, but no regrets. The only thing I'd do differently, is I would start Indie publishing right away instead of waiting on the whims of traditional.

Congrats on a brave move, and awesome pic!

Alex J. Cavanaugh said...

Congratulations! And kudus to your husband for supporting you.

J.L. Campbell said...

Well, done. Here's hoping your creative juices flow non-stop!

Old Kitty said...

Awwww beautiful Jamie!! You followed your heart - good for you!!! All the best with your writing!!!

I guess I followed my heart when I decided to live by myself (with cat! LOL!). Take care
x

Carol Riggs said...

Hey, good for you! As long as you can swing it financially, you go, girl! Happy writing. :)

mshatch said...

oh how I wish I could quit my day job...I would be sooo much happier - assuming I had another source of income, of course :)

Jessica Love said...

Yay for you!

Theresa Milstein said...

Good for you. I'm sure it wasn't an easy decision. I wish you the best with writing.

How great to have such a supportive husband.

And what a beautiful photo.

I've hardly not worked (at least part-time) since I was 16. a 7-week maternity leave for the first and a 14-month break after the 2nd because we had moved and I couldn't find anything that would cost less than the childcare. But I do have my summers off, so I try to be productive then.

Judy Grupp Studio said...

You're living my dream. I've been working for 42 years. Art & writing have only even been my avocation, I don't waste my time with regrets. But I have plenty of advice - this is a gift - don't screw it up! (sent with love!)

David Powers King said...

I wish I could do that. Alas, I have responsibilities. If you are able to do it, I say that's great! But don't get too comfortable. That's my dream, too. I'll get there eventually. :)

DL Hammons said...

Good for you...and a big thumbs up to your hubby for standing by your side! It is NOT an easy decision and one to be trivialized! :)

Georgianna said...

Oh, congratulations, Jamie! Such a wise and brave decision. You're telling the entire universe and I know it will be a very positive step for you. So excited to hear what's next!! xo – g